Life is unpredictable

I went to my IA supervisor's wake today... He was very young... At most older than me like 3 - 4 yrs... There are complications from the heart operation... I got the news on Thursday... So sudden...

I was sad, cos he was a very very nice guy... He went out with us, bought coconut jelly for us, helped us with the programming etc etc... But wat really makes me sad was that I went with him for a KTV session just 3 weeks ago... And barely a month he's gone...

Unpredictable... After the op, he was actually recovering... He was transferred from the ICU to the normal ward and he woke up to have his breakfast... But he collapsed...(This is wat I've heard)

So people, take things easy... I am still complaining about my job but now I really kan kai le... If I can find another job good, but if i cannot find another job I shall stay here because at least I have a job...

Work hard, but dun work TOO hard... Spend time with urself, friends and family... Do wat u enjoy doing...

I shall use back the same line...

Never think u failed something because
"You did the best u could. Thats all anybody can do."
Take it easy

Ok... I'm Old...

Yesterday I had a gym session at 9pm so I started to jio people for dinner since morning... But everybody was busy that day so I was alone...

So I decided to pop by Stand Chart to visit my ex-colleagues... So exciting... I like madeline... I clicked well with her, maybe cos she is an auntie.. haha... Oops... But I dun deny me can click very well with aunties... So? Me auntie killer mah...

After me left stand chart with Madeline to go and take a train to somerset I realised that I forgot to change back my IC, so in the end me had to turn back... That was about 7pm... Damn early...

I in the end walk around a bit see see here see see there... I really like the place... I really like the place cos I think is beautiful... The green grass amidst the concret jungle... I always relax there after my work last time... After a while me decided to walk to esplanade then walk around then to gym...

On the way there, me saw mr tay on his way home... Haha... He asked me y am I there, I said me came to look for friends then we parted and me continued my very slow stroll... I walk along the bridge admiring the scenery and the cool air... Then I walk to the out door stage thing and there is a performance there... Wah so good, can pass time... But in the end me didnt only pass the time I really enjoyed it...

The performer is Robert Fernando... He is a famous guy... Oh I forgot to mention that the place was PACKED to the MAX... And almost ALL senior citizens... Cos this guy sings oldies from the 50s to the 80s... From Beatles to Bee Gees to ABBA... COOL!! I LOVED ALL SONGS!!! I even noe how to sing most of them lor... Like 'Thank you for the music', 'Dancing Queen' from ABBA, 'Somewhere out there' from American Tales and Bee Gees' song which I dunno the name but I love the song since dunno when, the chorus goes like "you dun noe wat is like.. Baby, U dun noe what its like... To love somebody, to love somebody the way I love you...', etc etc...

The performance ended at 830 damn... Was tempted to skip gym but i went instead... Dowan to be lazy...

I'm old... But who cares cos me really enjoy those songs... They are nice!!

I love Grey's Anatomy!!

HIGHLY recommend this drama... Damn good... Very touching... And it talk about life... Things in life such as responsibilities and life's blind spot etc etc...
Currently the US is airing Season 3 of this show... I got the Season 1 DVDs... Can borrow from me... This show is a MUST WATCH!!!

This line is from the show. And I think if u think u failed something, this will help.
"You did the best u could. Thats all anybody can do."

Damn it

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2nd week 2nd day

This is the 2nd week and the 2nd day of my new job... I think its time for me to go find another job... I dun like this job... But I dunno wat I dun like about this job also... I'm confused...

Somebody pls motivate me... Either to find another job or to continue this one...

6 months

I shall give myself 6 months... 6 months to decide...

2nd day of work

2nd day of work... More readings...
Sigh...
Even though me now still reading and quite slack, but according to a fellow colleague, this is a tough job... Construction mah... of course... Sigh...
Nvm.. Shall wait and see... Scully I like leh? *weak laugh*

Updates... ho ho ho...

Ok... Finally some updates... Lets go by chronologically.... (WARNING: Long post)
05/11/06
Ah Nua Bday Celebration at 'Pitstop'

We went there like 12pm then I think played for like 4 hours??? Quite fun lah... Esp the 'Taboo' game... And thru dunno wat game, everybody noes I LOVES $$$$... HAHA...
And we gave ah nua a special gift... See Pics...

Its shaped like a cheesecake BUT..... Its a PANTY... Ho ho ho...


Ok lah.. This is the full set...

Its only when I received these pictures I know I LOVES to make funny expressions... Below are my contributions.. haha


And I realised not only me... He also...


06/11/06
Slack

07/11/06
Slack

08/11/06
Slack

09/11/06
Bought Final Fantasy XII... Play play play

10/11/06
Afternoon went ot have lunch with Yanming... Celebrate her bday on 12/11/06... Me treat her NYDC... She treat me TCC... We ate at suntec, drink at bugis cos we wanna to kino (or rather me wanna go kino), to buy FF XII game guide... Was struggling whether to buy Death Note Manga, decided not to.... haha... Oh... We went sunshine plaza to looked at some anime stuff before bugis... bought a 7.50 figurine... Chio...

11/11/06
play game

12/11/06
play game plus couldn'e sleep at night cos too nervous... y??? Cos start work on 13/11/06...

13/11/06
Wake up, brush teeth, bathe, take train to tanjong pagar... The train ride was TERRIBLE!!! Not because of other people, its because of me myself... Halfway I was feeling VERY sick... Think I am too nervous... I felt giddy and nauseous... Then I felt my bowels start to move!!! OMG... lucky didnt come out... But I managed to get to the office... Heng ah...
Oh btw , my company is Shinryo Singapore Pte Ltd... A big jap firm.... My project in charge of circle line stage 2... Exciting sia... but me stress... cos me noe NUTS... so today me just read read and read lor...
The people there are quite nice lah... Best thing is they speak in Chinese... wooo... But is only the first day... shall see how it goes... And my office is in a container, those type u see near construction site? yes that kind... *sob*

I'm Sorry

This particular post is for a very old friend of mine... I heard from someone that my this friend, is a she btw, has posted something about me on her blog and is not something very happy... So I went to take a look... And I was shocked... Really shocked...

I am sorry... I am really very sorry...

She was my very very good friend since primary sch. But we were not close i until I joined my sch CO and took up Guzheng outside... I think that was when I know she existed cos we were learning from the same guzheng teacher... Actually I dunno how we know each other, but yah, we were very close during the later part of my primary sch life... I still remember we will go to Fengshan CC then to Queenstown CC every sat for CO practice... We went to the same sec sch, i still remember meeting her on the first day and first yr of sch, cos i got no one from my pri 6 class in the same sec sch as me... Then in sec sch we were in the same co too... Everything was fun... There was something to clarify, I believed I was not the 'intended' chairman, I was supposed to remain as the same position. I was promoted to vice chair instead of chair and I was not jealous or anything... I thought we worked very well with each other that time... REALLY...

I knew of 1 bad incident but i think we were ok after that right?... It was when after the 'collapse' of Queenstown CC... I think i said not to give music scores from Queenstown CC to anybody not belonged to the CO... But then the stupid me gave the scores to my friend who wanted to improve her gaohu... Then after she found out, she was so angry with me and we fought... We stopped talking ever since... I think it was sec 2, cos I joined payco that year...

I went to payco ahead of my fellow peers of my same year... i think i remembered going to payco with zhihan and huaqin... Zhihan brought us there (I think) or is it weixiong? oh.. nvm...

Anyway, we were still fighting the cold war until she was introduced to come to payco... I remembered she broke the ice by saying 'u still angry ah?'... Aiyah u all noe me one lah, I was very petty... Worse than a girl... So after this 'ice breaking' statement, we sorta patched up...

I really dunno why she thinks she was being outcasted by us... We never outcasted her and I dun remember any backstabbing incident... I always treated her as a good friend until now... I only thought we drifted apart when we went to different JCs... But if I really did anything wrong, I must apologise here... I'm sorry...

I hope we can picked up where we left off and rebuild this lost friendship again... I always told all my friends that I have only 1 friend left from my pri sch which I am still keeping contact... And that friend is her...

And now I am trying to find another lost friend from primary sch...

肥田喜事

Me just watched the first episode of 肥田喜事... This is the famous HK drama series which the slim and pretty actress, 胡杏兒, gained to about 90kg just to film this drama... It is about a story of a fat girl who is trying to look for her true love... It's quite a funny show, I laughed a couple of times... 胡杏兒 is very cute in this show... haha... fatty cute girl...

But despite a funny show, it also show wat the general public of the modern society thinks about the 'fat race'... Quite sad actually...

I dunno how the story will goes, but i think if u wanna noe wat the 'horizontally challenged' people feels and think (I dun really noe how to phrase this sentence), I recommend this show... I seriously hope that 胡杏兒 will not be slim at the end of the show just to get the man she loves, if she really slims down then i think this show is not worth watching anymore cos it just shows that the society REALLY cannot accept those who are of a XXL size, just like our S'pore Holland V where our dear Ai yo yo slimed down towards the end of the show...

Sigh...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dilemma (I dun care about the spelling liao!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually not dilemma, I just dunno wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!