I'm Sorry

This particular post is for a very old friend of mine... I heard from someone that my this friend, is a she btw, has posted something about me on her blog and is not something very happy... So I went to take a look... And I was shocked... Really shocked...

I am sorry... I am really very sorry...

She was my very very good friend since primary sch. But we were not close i until I joined my sch CO and took up Guzheng outside... I think that was when I know she existed cos we were learning from the same guzheng teacher... Actually I dunno how we know each other, but yah, we were very close during the later part of my primary sch life... I still remember we will go to Fengshan CC then to Queenstown CC every sat for CO practice... We went to the same sec sch, i still remember meeting her on the first day and first yr of sch, cos i got no one from my pri 6 class in the same sec sch as me... Then in sec sch we were in the same co too... Everything was fun... There was something to clarify, I believed I was not the 'intended' chairman, I was supposed to remain as the same position. I was promoted to vice chair instead of chair and I was not jealous or anything... I thought we worked very well with each other that time... REALLY...

I knew of 1 bad incident but i think we were ok after that right?... It was when after the 'collapse' of Queenstown CC... I think i said not to give music scores from Queenstown CC to anybody not belonged to the CO... But then the stupid me gave the scores to my friend who wanted to improve her gaohu... Then after she found out, she was so angry with me and we fought... We stopped talking ever since... I think it was sec 2, cos I joined payco that year...

I went to payco ahead of my fellow peers of my same year... i think i remembered going to payco with zhihan and huaqin... Zhihan brought us there (I think) or is it weixiong? oh.. nvm...

Anyway, we were still fighting the cold war until she was introduced to come to payco... I remembered she broke the ice by saying 'u still angry ah?'... Aiyah u all noe me one lah, I was very petty... Worse than a girl... So after this 'ice breaking' statement, we sorta patched up...

I really dunno why she thinks she was being outcasted by us... We never outcasted her and I dun remember any backstabbing incident... I always treated her as a good friend until now... I only thought we drifted apart when we went to different JCs... But if I really did anything wrong, I must apologise here... I'm sorry...

I hope we can picked up where we left off and rebuild this lost friendship again... I always told all my friends that I have only 1 friend left from my pri sch which I am still keeping contact... And that friend is her...

And now I am trying to find another lost friend from primary sch...