Company DnD cum Christmas Celebration

Yesterday me totally no mood to work, cos at night got company DnD then we can knock off at 3pm... So in the morning I went for a totally bo liao meeting which ended like around 12pm at paya lebar, wanted to take a cab back to kallang office but it turned out that there were no available taxis in sight, so me and me colleague decided to walk back office...
Came back office then christmas celebrations liao.. woo... Ate KFC and gift exchange... Me got a photo frame.. So sian... Dun like it... haha... After the celebrations, came back office to slack and listen to my project manager to say ghost stories about the past construction sites... then 3pm!! yeah!

Me and my colleagues went to brewerks to drinks b4 heading down to M hotel for the DnD. Me already semi drunk... haha...

ok.. me gonna have tea break now.. wil update later.. haha

MOS

Ha ha.. I am 'eating snake'now in the office... So me shall update abit about my week...

Went to MOS last friday with my colleagues... It was fun!!! We 'opened' a bottle of gin and a bottle of vodka... In no time I was high... Not drunk though, just very high... Was dancing all night to the excellent music... Even though I didnt really noe wat is going on around me, but i know the music there was good and the place was crowded...

There are 5 guys and 3 girls... I was the last guy standing... haha... 2 puked, 1 almost cannot tanhan and the one more cannot drink too much cos driving... Me DIDNT puke!! yeah!!!

Shall update more when i got time and mood... Next time me jio u all go MOS again ok? go there early grab a place to sit, drink and get drunk so that the rest of the night can dance like mad!!

Just a suggestion

hmmm...
In Thailand, males must go thru 2 yrs as a monk.
In Israel, Taiwan and Singapore, 2 yrs of army.
Now I propose that everybody should go thru at least 1 week as a construction worker...
Its tough work u noe! Even though for the past 3 days, I did not really do anything on site, in fact I did not do anything at all. I was there to ensure their safety and smooth work progress. But when I look at the work the workers have to do, I nearly fainted. The job looks easy but it is actually VERY difficult! It can take the whole day to just to do one single job. Sigh...
Dun ever look down on contruction workers anymore!!!!

Emotionally unstable

I realised that after I came to the uni, I've become more and more emotionally unstable... I know that I am a person with moodswings, but I think it has gotten worse after the 2nd yr of uni... In the past I tried to control myself, but I find it more and more difficult to control myself now... Wat has the uni done to me?!!

Nowadays I get depressed very easily (in the past was I get angry very easily), but I think depress is much worse then anger... I can get depressed over very trival stuff, so trival that u may think it is ridicules...

Thats y if u are the poor guy/gal who keep receiving my smses, I am sorry, because me need someone for me to complain to...

Trying to keep myself sane...

Blogging at this time???

Yes, I know now is 430am in the morning... Wat am I doing up so late at night???
Because me just finished playing 2 rounds of mahjong with my OMK at hall 14...
Me wanna try to see whether I can blog until daybreak, but now I am dead tired... Eyes closing... I shall endure!!! haha...

Christmas Cards

Those who have recieved my sms to give me ur mailing address more or less noe that I am going to send Christmas cards. I've prepared 30 cards, but I've only written 2...

Now I noe that it is NOT easy to write cards. U have to think of wat to write. Tough man... After 2 cards, I am mentally exhausted cos every card I have to search deep in my heart to say wat I wan to say...

So if u received my card, U noe that I've really put my heart in writing wats written there in the cards...

Merry Christmas

Sales... Should I?

This question has being bothering me for the past 1 week... Should I go to bank sales? Should I??? I want to get into a bank and the only way is thru sales and operations... And now I may got an opportunity to get into a sales position in a local bank (not POSB and DBS)...

I am a very lazy person. I wan to make a lot of money yet I still wan my weekends and at least a good 5 hour night sleep... But I know this scenario will not happen at this stage of my life, so therefore I need to make a decision...

Fixed pay, got weekends or possible of a high variable pay, no weekends...
How how how??? Head damn big now

Mailing Address vesus Email Address

Ok... Can anyone of you differenciate mailing address and email address? About 2 weeks ago, I've a sms to most of my friends for their mailing address. Apparently, there are quite a number of them replied me with their email address... I was like "huh?"... OMG...

Wat has technology did to us?

Btw mailing address is different from home address too... In case u dunno

Office Politics

Initially I wanted to write wat happened.. But after considering that this is a public website, I decided not to write anything but to tell u that I've experienced first hand office politics... During my first month some more... More to come...

Now I know, Ignorance can be a blessing...

Money Vesus Time

Do U wan to earn lotsa money but no time cos u will be working like a dog, or do u wan ur weekends and holidays but not so much money?

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Busy December

Woo... This December is going to be very busy... Let me tell u my schedule...

Tonight
Mahjong with my OMK in hall 14

10/12
Mahjong at Weijun's house

20/12
IA Christmas Dinner

22/12
Company DnD

23/12
Sentosa Outing with Nua, Ning and ZX

24/12
Christmas gathering at Foong's Residence

31/12
New year party at Nua's House

Packed packed packed... So exciting... I LUV Christmas!! Lift up my mood a bit...

More about myself

This I need all ur help...

Please tell me what kinda person I am now as compared to a few years back b4 uni or the first few yrs of uni...

I want to know whether I've changed or I am all along who I think I am... Or whether I really show my true self to others or hiding it... Or I am hiding it now/then...

肥田喜事

ok... Is this same title again...
Its because me just finished watching this show... Mixed feelings...

This show tells the fat people to believe in oneself and to have self confidence. It also tells the slim people not to stereotype fat people, because they are humans too.

In the end, 肥田really did not lose weight, but she tried to lose weight because of her bf. Of course in the end the bf does not matter how fat she is. (Actually there is this guy in the show also lost weight for the one he likes, of course happy ending lah...) But does society really accept imperfection? Or rather I should phrase it this way. How does the society define perfection?

I shall quote from Savage Garden's Affirmation.
"I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem."

But 1 thing I have to say, how can other accept myself when I, myself, cannot accept myself?

Damn... I am slowly drifting away into isolationism again... Or rather sliding...............................................................
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Macperson Tunnel Walk

Me went to the new Macperson Station(Still in Contruction) of the Circle Line 2 yesterday... Wah... Me opened my eyes big big... Its an unfinished station, there are no platform doors meaning that u can just jump dowon to the tracks... so exciting... The actually the station damn big just there is not for public eyes...

Even though I may feel excitied about this tunnel trip, I still dunno whether this job is for me... Was wait and see how lor...

Ok.. Updates here

Hmmm... While I let my FFXII characters run on the spot to gain MP I shall do a little bit of updates... Muhaha...

Last week, I came across this psychological test in U-Weekly... Damn Accurate... So therefore me shall do a simple translation and put it here to share...

Title: Under wat circumstances u will lose ur temper

Qn 1: A crab was carrying a persimmon seed and a monkey was carrying a rice ball. They met on the road and exchange their things. How are they related?

1. Good Friends --- 0 pts
2. Acquaintance --- 2 pts
3. Friends who always quarrel --- 3 pts
4. First meeting --- 1 pt

Qn 2: After eating the rice ball, the crab was very angry. Why?

1. The rice ball 'spoil' liao --- 1 pt
2. There is a prune in it which he hates the most --- 3 pts
3. There is crabmeat in it --- 0 pt
4. There is Wasabi in it --- 2 pts

Qn 3: After recieving the seed, the monkey also angry. Why?

1. The seed will not grow --- 3 pts
2. Its a sweet which looks like a seed --- 1 pt
3. Its a prune seed --- 0 pt
4. He suddenly realised that it thats 8 yrs to harvest the fruit --- 2 pts

Qn 4: The crab wanna take revenge so he called mr bee, some fish and Li4 Zi3 to help beat the hell outta the monkey. Suddenly there is a voice, "Me also wanna help!" Who is it?

1. Mr Cushion --- 0 pt
2. Mr Water Bottle --- 2 pts
3. Mr Fly --- 1 pt
4. Mr Scissors --- 3 pts

Qn 5: Oh no! The monkey noes the crab is gonna beat him up. What weapon will he use?

1. Broom --- 1 pt
2. Hammer --- 2 pts
3. Wheat Flour to hurt the eyes --- 0 pt
4. Chopper --- 3 pts

Qn 6: They fight fight fight. So wats the outcome?

1. Crab won --- 3 pts
2. Monkey won --- 2 pts
3. Draw then reconcile --- 0 pt
4. Only the helpers of the crab won --- 1 pt

Add up all the points.

Results:
Above 16 pts
Everytime lose temper. Very difficult to control oneself, always vent it on others. Bad temper. U may because of a small matter and blow ur top. Ur friends will leave u will u dun control.

Between 13-15 pts
U will lose temper when u are interrupted or disturb. Temper not so good also. if things dun go smoothly, u will lose it. If someone gets in ur way, u will blow.

Between 10-12 pts
U will lose temper if u are being insulted or ridculed. Even if it was just a joke, u dun care.

Between 7-9 pts (Me falls here)
U will lose temper when u are being bullied. U are very dependent thats y u are very sensitive to betrayal. If got Qi1 Pian4 by friends or lover, U will feel angry but u will also feel hurt and this wound takes a long time to heal.

Between 4-6 pts
U will lose ur temper if ur friends kena bullied. U will lose temper when ur friends met with something unpleasant, but u will remain quiet about it if the unpleasant incident happens to u.

Between 0-3 pts
U appeared to be a very good temper person, but if u ren ren ren for too long u will explode. Once u explode u will be worse than the 2 atomic bombs in 1945

So Wat group are u in? Share leh... Damn accurate for me...

Life is unpredictable

I went to my IA supervisor's wake today... He was very young... At most older than me like 3 - 4 yrs... There are complications from the heart operation... I got the news on Thursday... So sudden...

I was sad, cos he was a very very nice guy... He went out with us, bought coconut jelly for us, helped us with the programming etc etc... But wat really makes me sad was that I went with him for a KTV session just 3 weeks ago... And barely a month he's gone...

Unpredictable... After the op, he was actually recovering... He was transferred from the ICU to the normal ward and he woke up to have his breakfast... But he collapsed...(This is wat I've heard)

So people, take things easy... I am still complaining about my job but now I really kan kai le... If I can find another job good, but if i cannot find another job I shall stay here because at least I have a job...

Work hard, but dun work TOO hard... Spend time with urself, friends and family... Do wat u enjoy doing...

I shall use back the same line...

Never think u failed something because
"You did the best u could. Thats all anybody can do."
Take it easy

Ok... I'm Old...

Yesterday I had a gym session at 9pm so I started to jio people for dinner since morning... But everybody was busy that day so I was alone...

So I decided to pop by Stand Chart to visit my ex-colleagues... So exciting... I like madeline... I clicked well with her, maybe cos she is an auntie.. haha... Oops... But I dun deny me can click very well with aunties... So? Me auntie killer mah...

After me left stand chart with Madeline to go and take a train to somerset I realised that I forgot to change back my IC, so in the end me had to turn back... That was about 7pm... Damn early...

I in the end walk around a bit see see here see see there... I really like the place... I really like the place cos I think is beautiful... The green grass amidst the concret jungle... I always relax there after my work last time... After a while me decided to walk to esplanade then walk around then to gym...

On the way there, me saw mr tay on his way home... Haha... He asked me y am I there, I said me came to look for friends then we parted and me continued my very slow stroll... I walk along the bridge admiring the scenery and the cool air... Then I walk to the out door stage thing and there is a performance there... Wah so good, can pass time... But in the end me didnt only pass the time I really enjoyed it...

The performer is Robert Fernando... He is a famous guy... Oh I forgot to mention that the place was PACKED to the MAX... And almost ALL senior citizens... Cos this guy sings oldies from the 50s to the 80s... From Beatles to Bee Gees to ABBA... COOL!! I LOVED ALL SONGS!!! I even noe how to sing most of them lor... Like 'Thank you for the music', 'Dancing Queen' from ABBA, 'Somewhere out there' from American Tales and Bee Gees' song which I dunno the name but I love the song since dunno when, the chorus goes like "you dun noe wat is like.. Baby, U dun noe what its like... To love somebody, to love somebody the way I love you...', etc etc...

The performance ended at 830 damn... Was tempted to skip gym but i went instead... Dowan to be lazy...

I'm old... But who cares cos me really enjoy those songs... They are nice!!

I love Grey's Anatomy!!

HIGHLY recommend this drama... Damn good... Very touching... And it talk about life... Things in life such as responsibilities and life's blind spot etc etc...
Currently the US is airing Season 3 of this show... I got the Season 1 DVDs... Can borrow from me... This show is a MUST WATCH!!!

This line is from the show. And I think if u think u failed something, this will help.
"You did the best u could. Thats all anybody can do."

Damn it

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2nd week 2nd day

This is the 2nd week and the 2nd day of my new job... I think its time for me to go find another job... I dun like this job... But I dunno wat I dun like about this job also... I'm confused...

Somebody pls motivate me... Either to find another job or to continue this one...

6 months

I shall give myself 6 months... 6 months to decide...

2nd day of work

2nd day of work... More readings...
Sigh...
Even though me now still reading and quite slack, but according to a fellow colleague, this is a tough job... Construction mah... of course... Sigh...
Nvm.. Shall wait and see... Scully I like leh? *weak laugh*

Updates... ho ho ho...

Ok... Finally some updates... Lets go by chronologically.... (WARNING: Long post)
05/11/06
Ah Nua Bday Celebration at 'Pitstop'

We went there like 12pm then I think played for like 4 hours??? Quite fun lah... Esp the 'Taboo' game... And thru dunno wat game, everybody noes I LOVES $$$$... HAHA...
And we gave ah nua a special gift... See Pics...

Its shaped like a cheesecake BUT..... Its a PANTY... Ho ho ho...


Ok lah.. This is the full set...

Its only when I received these pictures I know I LOVES to make funny expressions... Below are my contributions.. haha


And I realised not only me... He also...


06/11/06
Slack

07/11/06
Slack

08/11/06
Slack

09/11/06
Bought Final Fantasy XII... Play play play

10/11/06
Afternoon went ot have lunch with Yanming... Celebrate her bday on 12/11/06... Me treat her NYDC... She treat me TCC... We ate at suntec, drink at bugis cos we wanna to kino (or rather me wanna go kino), to buy FF XII game guide... Was struggling whether to buy Death Note Manga, decided not to.... haha... Oh... We went sunshine plaza to looked at some anime stuff before bugis... bought a 7.50 figurine... Chio...

11/11/06
play game

12/11/06
play game plus couldn'e sleep at night cos too nervous... y??? Cos start work on 13/11/06...

13/11/06
Wake up, brush teeth, bathe, take train to tanjong pagar... The train ride was TERRIBLE!!! Not because of other people, its because of me myself... Halfway I was feeling VERY sick... Think I am too nervous... I felt giddy and nauseous... Then I felt my bowels start to move!!! OMG... lucky didnt come out... But I managed to get to the office... Heng ah...
Oh btw , my company is Shinryo Singapore Pte Ltd... A big jap firm.... My project in charge of circle line stage 2... Exciting sia... but me stress... cos me noe NUTS... so today me just read read and read lor...
The people there are quite nice lah... Best thing is they speak in Chinese... wooo... But is only the first day... shall see how it goes... And my office is in a container, those type u see near construction site? yes that kind... *sob*

I'm Sorry

This particular post is for a very old friend of mine... I heard from someone that my this friend, is a she btw, has posted something about me on her blog and is not something very happy... So I went to take a look... And I was shocked... Really shocked...

I am sorry... I am really very sorry...

She was my very very good friend since primary sch. But we were not close i until I joined my sch CO and took up Guzheng outside... I think that was when I know she existed cos we were learning from the same guzheng teacher... Actually I dunno how we know each other, but yah, we were very close during the later part of my primary sch life... I still remember we will go to Fengshan CC then to Queenstown CC every sat for CO practice... We went to the same sec sch, i still remember meeting her on the first day and first yr of sch, cos i got no one from my pri 6 class in the same sec sch as me... Then in sec sch we were in the same co too... Everything was fun... There was something to clarify, I believed I was not the 'intended' chairman, I was supposed to remain as the same position. I was promoted to vice chair instead of chair and I was not jealous or anything... I thought we worked very well with each other that time... REALLY...

I knew of 1 bad incident but i think we were ok after that right?... It was when after the 'collapse' of Queenstown CC... I think i said not to give music scores from Queenstown CC to anybody not belonged to the CO... But then the stupid me gave the scores to my friend who wanted to improve her gaohu... Then after she found out, she was so angry with me and we fought... We stopped talking ever since... I think it was sec 2, cos I joined payco that year...

I went to payco ahead of my fellow peers of my same year... i think i remembered going to payco with zhihan and huaqin... Zhihan brought us there (I think) or is it weixiong? oh.. nvm...

Anyway, we were still fighting the cold war until she was introduced to come to payco... I remembered she broke the ice by saying 'u still angry ah?'... Aiyah u all noe me one lah, I was very petty... Worse than a girl... So after this 'ice breaking' statement, we sorta patched up...

I really dunno why she thinks she was being outcasted by us... We never outcasted her and I dun remember any backstabbing incident... I always treated her as a good friend until now... I only thought we drifted apart when we went to different JCs... But if I really did anything wrong, I must apologise here... I'm sorry...

I hope we can picked up where we left off and rebuild this lost friendship again... I always told all my friends that I have only 1 friend left from my pri sch which I am still keeping contact... And that friend is her...

And now I am trying to find another lost friend from primary sch...

肥田喜事

Me just watched the first episode of 肥田喜事... This is the famous HK drama series which the slim and pretty actress, 胡杏兒, gained to about 90kg just to film this drama... It is about a story of a fat girl who is trying to look for her true love... It's quite a funny show, I laughed a couple of times... 胡杏兒 is very cute in this show... haha... fatty cute girl...

But despite a funny show, it also show wat the general public of the modern society thinks about the 'fat race'... Quite sad actually...

I dunno how the story will goes, but i think if u wanna noe wat the 'horizontally challenged' people feels and think (I dun really noe how to phrase this sentence), I recommend this show... I seriously hope that 胡杏兒 will not be slim at the end of the show just to get the man she loves, if she really slims down then i think this show is not worth watching anymore cos it just shows that the society REALLY cannot accept those who are of a XXL size, just like our S'pore Holland V where our dear Ai yo yo slimed down towards the end of the show...

Sigh...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dilemma (I dun care about the spelling liao!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually not dilemma, I just dunno wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congratulations!!!

My warmest congratulations to Quiling and Marcus!!! That was a wonderful wedding... I've had a great time as part of the 'male sisters' group... But I bet our 'chief sister', guang, had a much better time than me... haha...

Wish U both all the best for ur marriage. May u have a blissful, wonderful and 'all the good -fuls' marriage.

Marcus, U better treat Quiling good ah!! She got a BIG group of friends behind her. U will definately kena from all of us if u bully her... haha

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Looking at the video clips during the wedding dinner, something struck me. No, not I am old, is I realised that I've reached another phase of my life without even knowing it. Miss Chios is our friend since secondary sch and now she is happily married. I believe next will be Zhihan, who is also our close friend from PA and Sec sch... Time really flies.

When's mine??? haha

Pole = Backbone??

Friday night... Everybody is trying to hop onto the mrt to get back home as soon as possible... The train was packed... Everybody is trying to keep their balance on the fast moving/braking train... I looked around for something I can hold on to as a support..

But ALAS!!! I was no where near the 'hoops' and ur only hope is to hold onto the vertical pole... And there I see an idiotic person LEANING onto the pole as his support while depriving the 4-5 people around him the support... KNN

To counter this, I purposely hold onto the pole when his back accidentally leave the pole. BUT he leaned back onto my hand!!! EEKS!!! Damn these inconsiderate people!!!

Cant he see that the mrt was crowded and he convienently take posession of the pole b leaning his back on the support poles??!!! Cant his bring out his backbone from his briefcase and fix it back into his body and stand like everybody else? If he wanna lean so much, might as well fixed a pole onto his back and lean wherever he goes!!! I was so pissed!!!

Then I looked around the cabin... To my surprise, he was not the only one who lean to the pole. There are about 3-4 other idiots who did not bring their backbone out to work that day...

U tired, people also tired ok?! Argh

Mirror

Do u like to look at urself in the mirror? Congrats if u like urself in the mirror, cos I HATE looking myself in the mirror... I dun mind looking at myself in the mirror if I can only see the 'face' part of me (apparently that is the best part of me), but I really hate to see myself if I can see the 'whole' of me... Eeeks...

Since young, I have very low self esteem. I dun feel good about myself, hated myself even. And I can tell u that it hasnt improve much throughout the years... I feel disgusted by my own body... Be it the size, shape or anything... Its disgusting... (Lucky I still got my face)... Thats y I hate looking into a full size mirror... That is also why, my personal trainer in gym keep telling me to look into the mirror for the correct posture, but i just cannot bring myself to it... I really cant... Sigh...

Think I will regain, no not regain, have confidence and a higher self esteem if I can really slim down to the 'perfect' size...

I'm Back!!

I'm back after MIAing for a couple of days!!! Nothing interesting had happen so far... Nothing interesting because I skipped work on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday... Haha...

No, me not PMSing AGAIN... Monday skipped cos Tuesday holiday and office nobody, then wednesday cos me could not wake up in time then thursday cos me got an interview... The interview was alright, I think I did good... But there will be a second round if I am shortlisted... Sigh.. Needa wait again...

Coming Monday got another interview, shit, forgot the company's name... Then I am going for the bloomberg recruitment event which I also forgot when... haha... then 8th nov, me going to MFA for some assessments... quite exciting sia... but I will not stop sending resumes out...

U guys out there, if u consider urself as my friend, PRAY for me to get into a job as soon as possible or if u got any lobang tell me leh...

Official Announcement

This is an official announcement... No.. I am NOT attached...
From now on, Michelle shall be my... Shopping Kaki!!! Muahaha....
yeah... We had so much fun on sunday esp at zara, making a fool of ourselves...

Clear skies

Clear skies once again... Everything is clear now... Everything...

I'm Bored

I was on my way to the gym yesterday at around 8pm plus plus... I was so bored that I decided to send some Hari Raya greetings to my friends which says " Selamat Hari Raya... Haha... I very bored"... I've went out a total of 36 smses to 36 people... but I only got 17 replies... You will be surprised by the replies they can give you... I've divided the replies into catergories...

Firstly, the 'play-along' replies:

Jodie:
Haha. Selamat Hari Raya... I tom go halal de...

Haoyang:
Can tell... Dun forget to break fast...
(I think this is funny)

Melissa:
Hey! How ya doing? Selamat hari raya too! N belated happy deepavali! Hahaha

Secondly, the "U-too-early" replies:

Geraldine:
Haha u funny boy.. hang on there. its juz a public hol eve

Jes:
You are too early.. I tot is tomorrow.

See Ning:
Haha... U're early... Not midnight yet... Hows ur day? Nv go out n play ah?

Thirdly, the "duh" replies:

Kelun:
.....
(This is a classic)

Jin:
I'm sweaty enough.. Dun make me sweat
(she mean this sweat -_-''')

SZ:
... u really bored siah...

Fourth, the "serious" replies:

Edwin:
Same to u

Jieyang:
Hey don like tat. cheer up. play some games then.

Zhixiong:
Why bored? Ask your friend to go out with you tomorrow lar... I even worse, need to work tomorrow...

Xy:
haha. U nv go gym meh?

Serina:
Arh you at gym? I going back soon
(Actually i dunno whether this is a reply or just a msg to me)

Michelle:
Ha happy holidays!:)

Siling:
Heh.. How've you been?

Fifth, the "wanna-come-out" replies:
(Both from my official mj kakis, obviously jio me go do wat lah)

PQ:
Ya. I can sense.. Come over la, we swim(MJ). hehe

Donny:
Ha u wan come out then?

Last but not least, the no replies:
Apparently, there are more than half of all people I smsed chose to ignore my msg... Maybe they think I am to 'duh' or boliao for them... haha... *no sense of humor... haha

As u can see, not many people are 'crazy' enough to play along, but I really loved their replies, they managed to so called catch my 'joke' or humor... It turned out that A LOT of them focused on the "I very bored" part of the msg instead of "Selamat Hari Raya" and i think the 2 exceptional ones were from my Official MJ Kakis who will ask me out cos I am bored... And of course the most serious buynch of people will be those who chose not to waste their sms on such bo liao msg (no fun)... haha

In conclusion, my friends are 90% serious/I-dun-wanna-play-with-u kind... And I realised how 1 msg can be intepreted differently... some focused on 'bored' in a serious manner, some focused on 'bored' in a light hearted manner, but only a mere few managed to get wat I really wanna convey, which is I am being bo liao and I was having fun sending bo liao smses(or have i misintepreted?)... So people, in future, try to phrase ur sms properly so that u will not convey the wrong info/feeling/mood... Even better, talk thru the phone... Muahaha...

P.S. Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Slimming

I believe all of u who tried slimming down b4 encountered this... I encountered this numerous times this 1.5 months...

I started gym and diet 1.5 months ago... I try not to drink soft drinks, try not to eat a lot, try no to touch fatty meats, try not to eat supper... But there will be some people who will say "aiyoh... zhen de ma?" or "bu yong lah... eat! enjoy life" or they will just simply try to tempt u by eating the food as if they are having sex...

To these people "PLEASE GROW UP!!!"

Do u all noe that to follow a diet is EXTREMELY tough? Idiots! Even though u are slim/thin/flat, u no need to diet or even though u are as fat as the hippo but with no intention of losing those spare tyres, I think it will be good to give some encouragement to the "dieter" and not to rub salt into the wounds, so to speak... Or u can just simply shut ur gap up...

But during this period there are people who are very encouraging... they tell me how to lose weight faster or to simply show encouragement.. Thanks...

One thing i must say is that i was touched by my official mahjong kakis that they did not buy any tibits for the overnight mahjong session and they bought vitosoy (the only drink i can drink when i am hungry besides water) for me in case I am hungry... This is wat I mean by encouragement... Thank u guys! I will surely treat u all to red star after i got my first pay from my first perm job...

Morning People

Wooo!!! TGIF!!!
Finally is Friday!! So exciting!! (Damn ever since Dolly from Under One Roof use this phrase, it became my phrase too... ah....)
Tonight after gym I will go back to NTU Hall 14 to DA SHA SI FANG!! yeah yeah yeah... *Hands itchy itchy

This morning I met a friend at the MRT station. This is the friend from my previous post. I dunno y leh... I am not angry or anything, but I sense awkwardness in the air from me... My face didnt not show much expression, I gave short answers, I didnt look straight into the eyes even though I knew he is trying very hard to converse with me... I really dunno y... BUT I am NOT angry or upset in any sense... I must change my attitude or else I will lose this friend... But 1 thing for sure, I dun feel as close to him anymore... Because I think (This is strictly wat I THINK), I cannot treat him as my BEST friend if he does not treat me as one... I know I know things cannot be equal, but I really wanna have a EQUAL friendship... I am going to meet him tomolo, I will tell him I treat him as my best friend and I wonder am I his best friend, good friend, friend or aquaintance... I need to get my answer...

Haha... Suddenly I feel like I behave like a primary school kid...

Blog song

haha... I wanna change the song playing in my blog now... I wanna make all of u all pengz!!! Ho ho ho...
But it will be a nice song... Really... haha

Stupid haze

In the midst of the haze, I was in a daze
I was amaze about how they can set the forest ablaze
All burnt, without a trace --- Contributed by xiaoning
Whence forth will we see clear days --- Contributed by xiaoning

Ok... I have no more vocab liao...
Finish up for me... haha

Think about this

Do u have a particular close friend who u lost contact for ages? I bet u do have, cos I have ALOT of good friends who just simply lose contact. Assume u have the means to contact them, what will u do?

1) Contact them, meet up and do some catching up and try to 'rekindle' the friendship u had b4
2) Do not do anything.
3) Contact them but dun meet up.

I was having this msn chat with a friend and we talked about the above situation. And he said he will not do anything because if u contact them or even meet up, u may spoil the 'perfect' friendship in ur heart, thus lose the 'mystery'. y? Because after being 'lost' for years, u may not have the common topic to talk about and u may feel awkward even. Thus this 'perfect' friendship is lost.

For my case, I will try to contact and to even meet up to have a cuppa just to know wat's going on in their lives now. How are they doing? Are they married? with kids? By doing so, hopefully I will be able to 'win' back this 'perfect' friendship.

How about u? Wat would u do?

I think I know...

I think I know y am I so upset liao? U still remember the birthday thing? yes that incident...

I was so affected that I did not speak to my friend anymore for 2 weeks... But in the end I still msg him to jio him out for dinner... So we are to meet for dinner sometime this week...

Before I msg him I felt terrible... I even felt terrible even after I just msg him... But after a while (a few hours), I felt relieved... I felt that I am not burdened anymore and I started to think clearly once again...

I realised that besides being sad and angry, I am also being possessed by the green eye monster... I was jealous... I am jealous that his life is so eventful... All his friends are givers... He was always fully booked by his friends, but I am not... So many people wanna celebrate his birthday with him but I dun have... I am jealous that he got so many friends who always jio him, willing to organise outings for him and to have dinners with him... But I dun have...

I am not saying that my friends are not close to me... I am not saying that my friends are not good to me... But at that moment in time, I am jealous...

But after my post of takers and givers, and some self searching and of course a good talk with my "sis nua" and "daugther ning". I realised that I am not alone and I am a giver in that particular friendship. I am finally enlightened... Now I am recovering... 70% recovered...

An interesting mtv... Quite Cute

I like this song and this mtv is very cute... My sis "encourages" me to promote her album...

Nothing to blog

hmmm.. Since I got nothing to blog, I shall think about wat I want and need...

List of things that I want/need:
1) A JOB!!!!
2) A metallic expensive looking watch
3) A belt, so that I will not show my crack to the public
4) A pair of gym shorts
5) A pair of running/gym shoes, cos I am starting to get embarrassed by my SAF shoes
6) A new digital camera
7) To slim down

Cant think of anything now... So now u all noe wat i want, u should noe wat to do for christmas, new year, Chinese New Year bla bla bla... Ho ho ho...

I wonder I will take how long to fufill them...

I need a belt...

Dun u all dare to look away... Yes U over there... Look back here...
I shall officially announce that me, ur beloved Mr Luo, need a belt DESPERATELY... My pants are dropping... (Maybe my gym sessions work after all) Any kind souls out there can sponsor me a nice black belt with a silver buckle??
hello... Hello... HELLO!!! Anyone out there?!!!

I shall TRY not to buy 4D for 7 years... Cos I just dio suayed!!!

One fine evening, when the sun has already gone to sleep, I witnessed something. Something HORRIFYING!!! Dun worry is not a ghost... It's WORSE than a ghost!!! Let me tell u my story... (Look up into the sky)

After a satisfying workout at the gym today, I felt relaxed and energised. I thought to myself, "I've had a good workout and a wonderful day in the office. And I bought a new cd. Wah... good day... Nothing can go wrong now since I am at the Tampines Interchange". Suddenly ,REALLY SUDDENLY, when I was queueing up for bus number 72, I saw "it"... The horrifying thing I was talking about... It was something unsightly... I saw a.....





A BIG, DEEP, DARK AND I-THINK-IS-SMELLY-AND DIRTY BUTTCRACK!!!!ARGH!!!!!! Oh my goodness GRACIOUS me!!! I need holy water to cleanse my now polluted eyes!!!

Ok ok... Sometimes u need to show some of ur "assets" to the public but if ur only assets are those big, fat and u-thought-it-is-sexy butts and tyres... Please please please do care about the general public and the beautiful garden city despite the haze... I really really dun mind if u show ur "crack" but please at least make sure that first of all u are slim or u are wearing a super duper sexy g string before u start showing off ur butt to the INNOCENT public... Oh yah... Make sure u clean it properly or else ur beloved "black gold" will show and smell the whole environment... And I think the haze is bad enough for our lungs... Dun make us lose our eye sight too please!! Lucky I dun see any butt hairs coming out of the very low cut jeans...

Below is how I preceived as sexy and disgusting... Not drawn to scale... And am not against fat people cos I am also fat but at least I dun show my butt around...

OMG.. I have a female Brain!!!

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Wats urs?

Givers vs Takers

I was having this chat with Josephine last thursday about Takers and Givers. I was wondering should I post this entry or not. After much consideration, I decided to write this post so that I can sort out my thoughts as well...

All relationships (friends and lovers) will have takers and givers. Lets start with the giver...

Giver:
This is the person who sorta "gives" to this relationship... A giver will place the other people in the relationship first... He/She will organise the outings... He/She will be the one who will listens to your problems... He/She will remembers your birthday/anniversaries and will prepare presents for you... He/She will be happy if you are happy... And most importantly, he/she does not expect any returns from anybody in that relationship ( this is what Miss J told me)... Basically a giver is someone who gives to the relationship...

When there is a giver, there will be takers...

Taker:
This is the person who takes from the givers mentioned above... He/She will be the one who goes to the outings... He/She will be the ones who will receive the presents but seldom gives them... He/She may not remembers your birthday/anniversaries but will wish you if he/she remembers... He/She will tell you their problems if they want to... But most inportantly (I think), this person is the one who will make the giver happy in a relationship...

I realised that I am both a taker and a receiver... I give in some relationships and I take in other relationships... How about you? No matter what, if u are a giver dun expect any returns and continue to give and if you a taker appreciate the giver and try to be a giver sometimes...

P.S. This post is purely my opinion and point of view... If u got anything to add or u thing is not right? U may wanna tag me...

3 birthdays in 3 days

Friday - Kelun's Birthday
Saturday - Edwin's Birthday
Today - Debbie's Birthday
OMG... 3 days of birthdays celebrations! That is ALOT for a week... bye bye $$$... haha
Today went to golden mile complex for steamboat. It was damn crowded and I was pissed...
We went here, they told us "oh... no seats go that side", so we went "that side", then "that side" people told us "oh... here no more seats go that side(previous side)"... I was like "huh? wata hell"... Nvm... we went back to "that side" (which is the first side)... they told us "oh... no more seats go that side... or u all go find urselves seats..." -_-"' I was like ok lor... we go find ourselves... Finally we found 3 tables, so we decided to split because we got 10 people... At first we ask her whether we can join the tables, she say cannot... then ok lor... we spilt... then I say ok lah we sit here... that that bitch said in a VERY LOUD CHINA voice "no no no... u all cannot sit here... cannot join tables..." I was "argh...." so I replied in my very loud singapore voice "we will spilt 4 4 4 not joining tables"... she just turned her head away... after that she told her colleague in hainanese "they all wanna sit 4 4 4!"... Think I dunno hainanese... I am a HAINAN!... KNS!!!Lucky her colleague noes how to do business, she said ok can... I burst "yah we are going to sit 4 4 4... even if cannot your attitude must be good right?!" I dun care if there are hundreds of people... I hate bad service... Damn them...

Anyway, happy birthday to all 3 of them... haha...

P.S. the cake from the dunno-wat-name cakeshop from takashimaya was GOOD!!!

I'm Beat!!!

Woo.... I am really very tired...
Friday I went to Changi Village Hotel to celebrate Kelun's Birthday. Quite fun... Almost all close Payco friends were there... But only me, xy, beng stayed over...
I played the demo version of FFXII, cos Kelun got the demo disc!!! Yeah!! Wah wat a big difference in the battles, needa get used to it before i can really master it... Cant wait for the english version to come out...

Opps... Off track... Back to the hotel stay... It was darn cold lor... Wanted to change into t shirt and shorts, but luckily I didnt... It was like North Pole in that room... I woke up like 3 times in the middle of the night to make myself warm... In the end I cannot take it so I left at around 8 plus... Cos wanna go home to catch some sleep before I go meet Donny they all...

So I went back home at around 9 plus... slept for around 2 hours... eat brunch... then off to Chinatown to meet Donny, PQ, YK and ZQ for KTV AGAIN!!! HAHA... I think I am crazy... We went to the "Ten dollar" family Ktv place... Got free flow drinks and a bowl of "shark fins" soup... Not bad u noe the place, the songs are new and u can sing for like 5 hours for just a mere 10 bucks...

Then we went to Vivocity to watch "The Departed"... Ermmm... Not bad lah the film (For those who haven watch the Hongkong version)... I shall not comment anymore... Dowan to be a spoiler...

Haha... Dunno y... Even though this was my second time to Vivocity, I still feel very excited... Mainly because there are still a lot of unexplored places or maybe is the crowd that made the place very happening... Vivo is cool!

Btw I've got a present! Thx... I've never receive any surprise present before... And this is really a surprise... THANKS ALOT! I Love it!

P.s. Another step to success...

Plans for the weekend...

Another eventful weekend... Friday me going gym then after that go Changi Village Meridian Hotel to stay overnight... Then Sat me jio Donny, PQ, YK and ZQ go Vivocity to watch "The Departed" (the ang mo wu jian dao)... Think will spend the whole day there.... So exciting... Hope that there will be more shops open by then... Then Sunday will be going to Golden Mile to eat steamboat dinner with NTUCO guys... To celebrate Debbie's Birthday...

I LOVE IT when my weekends is so full of adventures! But can be tiring at times... Hmmm.. Maybe I shall take a rest next weekend... Shall pack my room...

P.S. I've taken another step to success... But I think I may cave in any time... I shall be strong

Went KTV again...

This time I went ktv with Josephine... Met her after work then we went to eat dinner at marina square the dunno wat imperial kitchen ramen thing... IT SUX!!!! After dinner since we got a little bit of time, we decided (or rather I decided) to go ktv for 3 hours (830 to 1130)... Gotta damn big room for just the 2 of us... Muahaha... First time go ktv with Josephine... Not bad sia... She is one of the rare few who can sing quite well... Finally got another ktv kaki...

Actually I think she read my blog and realised that I was not in my best moods so she jio me out... I had fun... Thanks ah... Sorry to make u rush for ur 2nd last train... HAHA...

Give thanks 5

Ok... Last last post...
I almost forgot about my beloved hall friends... They are PQ, Donny, Yk and Zhiqiang (who is also my sec friend, fyp partner and neighbour in hall)...

They are my mahjong kakis. They also dio my PMSes from me before but they still jio me for mahjong and dinners... I will try to attend most of the mahjong sessions even though i suspect they cheat my money haha(joking lah)...

You guys make my life in Hall 14 totally different... I have no regrets moving to hall 14 from that eeks hall 10... Thank you all...

I wanna thank ZQ for all the help and tolerance... You help me the most in NTU school work wise as well as all the club stuff which I always complained to u... Think I can graduate is because of all your help... Thanks a lot...

Give thanks 4...

Last post... This post is for all of my PAYCO friends ( and some of my sec friends)... They are with me for half of my life now... 13 yrs... OMG... They are the closest friends I have so therefore I treasure them most...

I wanna thank Chios. She was once my closest "girl" friend. She understands me the most. We went odd places. We even caught a blue shooting star at East Coast Park after our studies for our exams. And she will definately ask me out during my birthday. I remembered there was one year during my birthday she asked me out to meet her at clementi. I was in NTU so therefore I was in hall. Everbody was busy. But I am glad that she remembers my birthday and gave me a present. An OP T Shirt. Thank you.

I wanna thank Serina and Xinying. They are like sisters. They are best friends. Initially both Serina and I cannot stand each other. But now we are gym buddies! haha... Lucky I can tahan u during sec days. And she is the one who trained my fashion sense... haha... Xinying is like a big sister in the group. She does ALL the organising. She organised almost ALL events. gathering and outings. I really thank her for that.

I wanna thank Kelun too. Even though he sorta joined out clique later than anyone else. He provides a big brother figure in the group. He has lotsa general knowledge! Thank u for driving us up and down. And not forgeting for all the Ice Cream and chocolates!

I wanna thank Grace for also providing the venue for most of our mahjong session. We always like to go to her house for mahjong session. Its like suddenly we can call her and ask "Hey Grace! Can we go to ur house for mahjong?" Most prob we will endup in her room playing mahjong overnight. haha

Until now, I can still say "I LOVE PAYCO!"

Give thanks 3...

This is for all of my IA friends. We have being under a terrible boss for a total of 6 months!!! no wonder we are so close together... I am especially close to all "library" guys... I think IA is so enjoyable because of u all as well as table soccer... haha

I wanna thank Eugene to stand all my "bullying". I wanna thank Shaozhang for all the help and games. I wanna thank Siling for all the "blurness" in her cos she will make us laugh. I wanna thank Wendy for all her help in programming. I wanna thank Jane for all the good IT advice. I wanna thank Seening for (pls see "Give thanks 1" haha). I wanna thank Nathan for driving me to school sometimes.

Life at that terrible place will not be the same without u all.

Give thanks 2...

This post is for my Rotaract Friends. I LOVE all my rotaract friends! I miss them sooooo much during yr 3 and yr 4. Even though all of them are very busy now, we still meet up for ktv and dinners. I wish we will always stay in touch.

I wanna thank Michelle and Edwin. These 2 people always hear me grumble about school work, about life and now about job hunt. We always go drinking together. It is fun.

I really really wanna thank Jesmine. She is the best ever! She gave me advice on club stuff. I always complained to her. She has been my sub com since yr 1 in Club Service Division and then my Vice-President. She is always there when I needed help. Thank u aunt jes!

I wanna thank Jieyang, Jiahong and Likang for being such good friends as well as committee members. I hope we can stay in touch. Come out and have a swim, badminton or even mahjong session guys!

I wanna thank the rest too. I noe all of u are busy with work. But I will try to keep in touch with all of u. Cos U all provided the BEST times during NTU times. Thanks

Give thanks

This post is dedicated to all my NTUCO friends... Y do I suddenly have this urge to thank them? Because when I was flipping through all the old photos, I realised that I was with them almost all the time thru out the 4 years in NTU... The bad thing about me is that I dun really treasure them as much... I dunno y though, but this is wat I "discover" now... I've being seeing these people much more than my other friends and I dun even realised it until now! I'm sorry...

I wanna thank Zhixiong who has always being so supportive. I dunno y I can click with u so well when u are yr 4 and I was yr 1. Thank u for being there. I will always remember the days I went over to ur room to chit chat and disturb u.

I wanna thank Haoyang. This is the guy from the army. Damn good guy. I am sorry for always taking "advantage" of u. But I really wanna thank u. Still remember the last few weeks of army days? haha... We cannot get along... Lucky we can bury the hatchet.

I wanna thank Zhiyi and Seening. These are the 2 girls who are the closest to me in NTUCO. I can always find them when I wanna grumble. I will remember the days I went to Zhiyi and Shiyun's room to gossip and the very late night supper with Seening and Haoyang. It was fun!

I wanna thank Baoyu too. I will never forget u, 'master'. Even though this girl is 1 yr younger than me. I felt like she is my elder sister. I dunno y. Maybe because she noes more about this society than me ba. She always give good advice. Haha.. The 3 of us, u me and zx, talked for hours while the others BBQed for us...

I wanna thank everybody from NTUCO. Debbie, Suqing, Kailin, Zhiqiang, Kaka, Uncle Weiming and the rest. Forgive me if I didnt write down ur names. But dun worry ur names are in my heart.

Seems like I am also taking things for granted... I shall not do so from now on...

Towards success

Its very very very tough... But I believe I am walking towards success... After this month, I will be closer to success...

How stupid can I be....

Now assume u are me. U are going for an interview for a teaching position. U are currently working as an intern in Standard Chartered Bank. Then the interviewer asked u this question.

Qn: Since u say u got passion for teaching, why dun u apply for relief teaching?

Pls tag me how would u answer this question. I will tell u my STUPID answer tomolo.

DAMN STUPID!!

Nothing can outsmart a human's brain

Wat if u feel like chatting but u cannot access msn messenger and u do not have an email account? Use ur tag board!!!
I came up with this idea yesterday then today me jio seening to join us in the chatting... then suddenly in came jane.... woo... fun sia... best of all no block by the company.... yeah!! is like IRC except that it is not real time...
but who cares!!

Zombie in the office

Have u all ever notice that some people dont have any "life" in their eyes??? There is one girl sitting next cubicle next to mine, she totally has NO life in her eyes... as if she is a zombie... (and she looks like one also) Oops... slap mouth... bad karma...

She keeps going to the toliet.... I think got like 10 times a day... How I notice?? Because everytime she stands up and walk to the toliet I felt a chill down my spine as if she is spying on me... waiting to kill me... eeks.... Terrible... She just came to this office for like only a week... Think she temp also... eeks...

Oh yah... she also very cheapo... she always goes to the pantry to get free canned drinks... How i noe? Cos she open the can lah... Nobody in this part of my office drink the free canned drinks lor... only her...

*Oops... She just walk past... eeks

Good morning

Its morning again... Met Donny just now when I went to OUB centre to see the 9.33fm outdoor recording... Ha so qiao...
Nothing happening yet... Just bought a cold soya milk then eat bread lor... Now is the start of my boring workday...
hmmm... today jio who go makan lunch??

I'm Bored

U all may think that I am addicted to blogging since I am new to it cos I blog on average 2 posts a day... But in actual fact is that I AM BORED!!!!

Not that I dun have anything to do in the office... Its just that I am doing the same boring thing over and over again... Stupid admin stuff... Not even admin actually... argh... So since I am so bored, I blog lor... Muahaha...

Later meeting Serina, Chios, Kelun and maybe Huiyi for gym session later. After that at 9 I will have my PT session with Corden until 10pm... Woo... Excercise excerise excercise... *pant pant

P.S. Thank you Zhiyi for having lunch with me today and something else... *secret secret

The origins of my blogskin

I am now in the office eating breakfast while typing this... There is less than 5 people in the office now... muahaha... Must come later next time...

Oh yah... After so many feedbacks from so many people about my blog skin, I've decided to tell u all the origins of my blog skin... My sis has being asking me to start a blog and she will help me design a blog skin... So after a few months, I've started this blog... So she help me design this skin... She drew the stickman, colour the crown, do the html mapping, bla bla bla...

So should I thank her for this blog skin?? hmmm..... NO... HAHAHA... cos I helped her marked her class's maths assignment.... ho ho ho

Vivocity

Today went to Vivocity at harbourfront with my IA friends... Its HUGE!!! Not all shops open though... Had trouble finding a place to eat even though there are only 4 of us cos every where is people and I think there are less than 5 places to eat in such a hugh place... In the end settled for Gloria's Jeans Coffee's Beef Pie... =_='''

Actually my purpose there is to get my free 1 yr membership with esprit by exchange a coupon... Muahaha... Cheapo hor?

Will go there again... cos there got lotsa branded stores and the view is damn nice!! So people, if u all going must jio me...

A small step to success

Dun ask me what is it about... Cos I am not going to tell... All I can say is that I am taking a small step at a time to success and it is very tough...

夜夜夜夜
想問天你在哪裡
我想問問我自己
一開始我聰明
結束我聰明 聰明得幾乎都毀掉了我自己
想問天問大地
或者是迷信問問宿命
放棄所有 拋下所有
讓我漂流在安靜的夜夜空裡
你也不必牽強再說愛我
反正我的靈魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼湊
慢慢的拼湊
拼湊成一個完全不屬於真正的我
想問天問大地
或者是迷信問問宿命
放棄所有 拋下所有
讓我漂流在安靜的夜夜空裡
你也不必牽強再說愛我
反正我的靈魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼湊
慢慢的拼湊
拼湊成一個完全不屬於真正的我
我不願再放縱
也不願每天每夜每秒漂流
也不願再多問再多說再多求我的夢
我的夢

This song sorta describe my feeling for the past weeks...

I've sang 6 hours of KTV yesterday...

What do u do when u are hungry, bored and nothing to do at home??? Go out hang out and eat lor... So yesterday I when out with my sis to outram to grab her lastest fish leong's cd... Ate porridge then decided to spend the rest of the day KTVing... We sang for 3 hours... Quite shiok cos I FINALLY can sing duets!!! Dunno y all my "girl" friends either dun sing or they dun sing duets or they are bad singers.. haha... so yesterday sang until siao... Then 8pm I met Michelle they all go partyworld for a second round... sang until 12am... Shiok!!! But I still got voice!! haha...

Damn...

Damn.... Just signed up a 30 session of PT with California... Cos I need a PT to train me and to "accompany" me to use the machines in front of all the "tua jak"s...

Nvm.. hope it is worth the money... and he promised to give me a free session for every 2 kg lost...
Shall slim down to earn back some of my money... muahaha...

Its Friday...

Ok.... Finally another week has gone by... Here comes the weekend... Hmmm... Today after work will be going to gym, tomolo night will be going to ktv then sunday afternoon may be having lunch at the newly opened Vivocity at harbourfront...

Why so much activities? Because I wanna connect to all my friends again... To "redeem" myself from all the "pang seying" in the past which causes them to jio me anymore... Now is pay back time... And I also wanna forget all the unhappy stuff that happened... Shall go and make myself happy...

Then next wed is the moe interview. Friday going to spend the night in Changi Village Hotel with my pa friends. Then Sat may jio people to go swimming or badminton... Wooo... Packed weekends...

What shall I do for the week after next leh?? hmmm...

Oh yah.... Happy Mid-Authem Festival!

p.s My that sis is going to help me make a blogskin as well as to help me "configure" this site. Stay Tuned...

Wat am I going to do?

Yesterday I've recieved a letter from MOE for an interview for a teaching position. I am being shortlisted to teach physics and maths in sec sch. Now I am having second thoughts.

I've always wanted to pursue a career in banking. But I've got an engineering degree. And now I've applied for a teaching job. Wat DO I WANT??? How?? Should I just continue to look for a job in the banking industry or should i just take up teaching instead and settle down once and for all?

If I really can choose wat I wanna do and not worry about money. I will go and sing. I wanna be a singer since I know how to talk. Too bad... I do not have the looks and figure...

Feel like being taken for granted...

The story goes like this...

I've known this friend since secondary 1, which means we are friends for about 13 years. I sorta treated him as my best friend because I told him everything, ask him for advice and to go out together. But I know almost nothing about him. He never talks about himself. I dont know when is he angry, when is he sad or when is he stressed out. I told myself maybe he is the type of person who does not "reveal" too much of himself to other people. But I thought we are close friends??!! Nvm...

His birthday coming up. And since I've got nothing to do in the office, I've sent him a msg asking him whether he is free on friday or thursday. His reply "Let you know again." (This is his normal reply too ALL msg, sometimes he just reply you a "no" if he is not free.) After much prompting, he told me his reason why he can only confirm after thursday. So ok, I waited for 2 weeks and this is the so called "confirmation" week. Yesterday, I met a common friend. She told me that she asked him whether he is free on weekends, she got a confirm answer "no" from him. I was saddened. So after I came to the office I msg him asking him "I met XXX this morning and she told me u are not free this sat issit?" His reply "yah. Uncertain events and apts." Then I replied "oh... Thought can book u early... Didnt guess u are so popular... haha". No reply from him onwards.

I am sad and angry at the same time. Firstly, I so called "booked" him 2 weeks b4 so i think i more or less can confirm the outing with him and the others when he confirmed his stuff by today. Secondly, I think he put me (and others) at the lower priority than his other friends (known lesser years) even if I arranged to meet first (I think). NOBODY asked me out for my birthday lor. (Ok. I maybe very selfish. He can choose who he wants to celebrate his bday with. I will tell u why I am so upset later).

Until recently I realised that I am always the one who ask him out. He seldom ((when I say seldom, it means Once in a "purple" moon) ask me out or wat. Oh come on... Even friendship needs to be two ways lor. I've decided since he is not appreciative, I shall NOT jio him anymore. And I may do back the same thing to him a couple of times. i.e to reply in one word smses. to NOT reply u when u said "let u know again".

Lucky I knew this will happen so I've already planned my weekends.

Now to explain y I am so upset. I treasure friendship ALOT. Esp the ones I think I am close to. Since primary sch, I have no friends. During recess I spend the time counting drain covers along the canteen. This goes on until primary 3 when I finally have a few friends. I dunno why but i dun feel I have any friends at all. Now comes secondary sch, finally I can have some friends in my ECAs. And we become quite close until now. And this particular group of friends is the closest to me or rather I am closest to. And this person is part of this group. And this person is the person I think I am closest to. But now it seems like it is not the case.

I feel like I am being taken for granted (For all the things I have done). Maybe he is closer to other friends than me ba. Maybe I treated him as my best friend but not the other way.

Damned... I dunno wat am i talking about... If u understand u will understand...

Omg... I've started a blog...

I dunno why I start this blog. Maybe is because I've got nobody to talk to. Maybe I am too bored in the office doing stupid stuff. Maybe I am to depressed so that I need something to express them. Sigh...

Should I make this blog private? Should I set a password for this blog? I normally type all my thought into a word document and stored them in my pc and now it will be published publicly.

Anyway, since I've started it I might as well continue with it. Before you continue to read this blog please be prepared because this is going to be a very depressing blog. I normally write down my thoughts when I am down. BUT dun worry cos I am always in depressed mode. ha.

End of this entry for this title. Needa start another title for my REAL entry.